Friday, July 3, 2009

07.03.09

i've never blogged before... but i am sufficently bored enough to try this evening. i'm not sure i have anything great to say, but keep reading... maybe it will get interesting and i'll suprise myself.

i've considered about a hundred different paths in life and i'm still clueless. NJ, NY, MIA... clients; agencies... family, friends, expierences, happiness, sadness, situations... scary, fun, interesting, telling... the grass is always greener...hind sight is 20/20 - these words all hold true but we only realize them once the time is passed. was i ready to go? was i ready to come back? what will i do with this time? what will i make of me? i'm scraed. scared of life only because i am scared of death. i want to be fearless... it should be the only way to live because life is just too short. people plucked from life everyday... who knows when it will be your turn. i want to accept and embrace the true reality of life. it can be lonely world in a beautiful kingdom if there are hateful people and destroyers who live to ruin beauty.

i'm still bored.

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